The mention of your name fills my heart. The mention of your name has the power to tear me apart. Such a beautiful song that comes from your mouth. You say my name and it all balances out. I feel safe and secure as you enter a room, but still cower and hide at the fear of what you do. You bring me to places I never thought about, but leave me, lost having no way out. I thought we were in this together, yet ironically your presence makes me feel more alone than ever. Feeling like a fool thinking I’d be more than a tool for you. Using me and tossing me to the side when I can no longer provide. A vicious cycle I wish didn’t taint, but there’s something so sweet about your heartbreaks.